March 10, 2015. Back to drawing after a sciencey intermezzo, starting to prepare for Assignment 1. My objects with real personal meaning are not too many, I don’t like assembling (too much) stuff. But I have a few, which I carried together over a few weeks. When starting to set them up, bearing in mind not to leave too much negative space, I found they would not comply. They are too different in size, shape – and meaning. Still, I know that I want at least some of them in my drawing. And I don’t intend to put a tablecloth underneath just to draw them together (unless I can find one with a meaning).
![Still_life_setup_10032015](https://andreabrykoca.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/still_life_setup_10032015.jpg?w=300&h=200)
I have a 19th century globe to indicate my love of travel and new countries, an odd ceramic vulture we purchased at our local Christmas (!) fair a few years ago and which has a very special meaning to us as a family, an old carpenter’s plane, which had belonged to my grandfather (also a sculptor), a small oil lamp (connecting with my sister), a painted sheet metal gecko brought back from Curacao, a tiny wooden “juggler” carved by my father when I first moved out nearly 30 years ago, and another tiny sculpture (an “Indian”), made about twenty years ago by our older then kindergarten age son from pieces of wax and then cast in bronze by my father.
First I did a quick thumbnail sketch in my small sketchbook, already having in mind the idea of wanting to create a backlight scene, avoiding the hard shadows created by my workshop lights.
![Still_life_firstsketch_10032015](https://andreabrykoca.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/still_life_firstsketch_10032015.jpg?w=297&h=300)
Since, however, instructions for Assignment 1 require the use of a range of drawing tools, I reluctantly unpacked my newly acquired oil pastels. Until this day I had strictly avoided anything reminding me of the appalling wax crayons my parents used to buy for my drawing lessons at school. Ok, they were poor artists and they could not afford better crayons at the time, but I remember my desperate attempts at producing the colourful pictures my teacher expected of me. Of course, now, the oil pastels (Jaxon) are in a different league. I love the colour palette, but I soon found out that producing the layers of colour I had in mind requires expertise. I realised that some colours would not stick on top of others, in particular the blues, Naples yellow and greys, while black and white would readily blanket the rest. There is also a limit to the number of waxy layers, before the topmost layer will start to flake off. So I did some research on the internet on the use of oil pastels and went back to work trying out my stump and a brush to blend the background colours. I am not convinced by the result, in particular with my use of negative space and paper size (A2), and also with the grey relatively smooth paper (which seems to swallow the brilliance of the pigments) but I am determined to have another go at oil pastels, with a different setup.
![First_setup_oilpastels_10032015](https://andreabrykoca.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/first_setup_oilpastels_10032015.jpg?w=300&h=200)
![First_setup_oilpastels_detail_10032015](https://andreabrykoca.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/first_setup_oilpastels_detail_10032015.jpg?w=300&h=200)
My second setup was deliberately not a static one. What I did was to start with one object, then held the other items in my hand next to the first object until relative size and negative space appeared to work, then immediately added that object to the picture, first in my sketchbook, then as a loose charcoal drawing on off-white A2 paper. I am very happy with the outcome, especially about having left the loose sketch on the top left and bottom right, which acts to reinforce the dynamics of the vulture and bronze statuette. I realize, however, that I will need to put more emphasis on the emotion associated with each object. To this end I want to repeat this setup using oil pastels.
![Still_life_secondsketch_10032015](https://andreabrykoca.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/still_life_secondsketch_10032015.jpg?w=232&h=300)
![Second_setup_charcoal_10032015](https://andreabrykoca.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/second_setup_charcoal_10032015.jpg?w=223&h=300)
11 March, 2015. Having had a look at some relevant websites, such as http://www.artyfactory.com/still-life/still_life_oil_pastel.html, I decided on a rough 600 g Fabriano watercolour paper as my support, prepared with a loose layer of oil pastels, taking care not to fill the depressions in the paper, followed by a layer of watercolour to fill the depressions. Thus I hoped to create an interesting background, which I then wanted to draw on. Which was the theory.
17 March, 2015. I am not happy about the intervals between the times I get to work on my assignment. On the other hand, some of the interruptions are caused by an increasing number of orders for editorial cartoons and caricatures, which of course makes me happy no end. And I can already feel how having started Drawing 1 acts to change my approach to a new task. Still, I found myself struggling with putting the idea for Assignment 1 on paper using oil pastels. I did a few tests on small format paper and found that it would be better to do a quick sketch of my objects with my white oil pastel stick, then go over it with the watercolour, let it dry, draw over it again, etc.
![Watercolour_oil_pastel_test_17032015](https://andreabrykoca.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/watercolour_oil_pastel_test_17032015.jpg?w=200&h=300)
This technique was very new to me and I think that I did not use it properly or consistently. I could see in parts of my test sheets how it might be possible to create quite stunning effects, but this will mean a lot more experimentation.
In my final drawing I did not use white but pale yellow for my initial sketch, a colour which I found went well with the other colours I used. While drawing I realized that a true backlight scene would be impossible to produce with the support, materials and expertise I had. Other than with the charcoal the dark background suggested that I leave the body of the vulture much lighter. My Jaxon sticks are also very difficult to use with rough paper. It was nearly impossible to produce a smooth surface or blend colours at all, even when pressing down hard with an old paintbrush. A few days ago, however, I went to our local arts shop – which, fortunately, is not around the corner ;o) – to follow the hint found on a website and buy a trial set of Sennelier oil pastels. What a difference to the Jaxon sticks. I think the Jaxon are more suited for very large sketches, while the Sennelier are much softer, more pliable and easier to blend, and less prone to flaking off. The colours I found in the test box did not go too well with the Jaxon palette, but with the help of the black and white, and scraping off some of the original far too dark background, and putting on some more watercolour, I managed to produce nothing of the kind I had in mind at the start. Still, I think that the setup worked well enough. I think that the green of the gecko helps the vulture to look more 3D than it would do without it. I like the way the bronze “Indian” communicates with the vulture and the “juggler” remains unfinished (which has a very personal meaning attached) just as laid out in the charcoal sketch. In the future I will however avoid paper with this grade of roughness for an A2 oil pastel drawing.
![Still_life_secondsetup_17032015](https://andreabrykoca.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/still_life_secondsetup_17032015.jpg?w=200&h=300)
Reflecting on the assessment criteria for this assignment:
1. I tried to have in mind and apply the skills trained in the exercises leading up to Assignment 1, using a number of different supports and materials, while experimenting with composition. While searching the internet I found some information on the brilliant still life painter Jean Baptiste Siméon Chardin (1699-1779) (11 March 2015, http://www.artyfactory.com/art_appreciation/still_life/chardin.htm) including a short diversion on “balancing the composition”, something I have become increasingly aware of while going through the exercises in Drawing 1. Composition is an aspect I think will be central to the next steps in developing my drawing skills.
2. I was happy with the quality of drawing in my charcoal sketch, but think that the final oil pastel drawing lacks some of its spontaneity and is probably somewhat inferior regarding use of space. The highly personal meaning attached to the objects of my choice is difficult to generalize, so probably nobody looking at this drawing will interpret it correctly. In order to communicate ideas of universal applicability I would need to choose different objects.
3. Still I was pleased to have tried out a medium new to me and found I liked to experiment. Whether a personal voice is visible in this I cannot answer at this stage of the course, although many people who know my style of drawing would probably recognize it.
4. Although at the beginning I was not sure what to expect when keeping a learning log, it has already become a very rewarding task and habit. For someone like me, who only rarely gets the opportunity to see real exhibitions, the immense wealth of information available on the internet together with writing a blog helps to structure the course and record and reflect on the progress I make.